Thoughts are endless

I am lost again hopelessly In the same love Wandering again aimlessly Walking the same path Wanting to stop myself But too helpless to even stand Because I fell harder this time And here I am drowning, deep down below Too stupid to leave and go Too proud to beg and stay Just lost again hopelessly In the same old love

The little boy stood Watching the sky Thinking to himself About flying high Wings he made, with wax and feathers And up he looked, to make his flight The sun too bright and ocean too blue He drew in his breath, and then he flew Soaring through the winds And Flapping his wings Like a big bird The boy saw the world The men who saw,  stared, dazed He must be a god ! They said, amazed as they watched his strange flight And the boy then chose to show his might Higher he flew, above the clouds Hiding his view, from all below Don't fly too high, don't fly too low But up he flew and broke the rule His father did see his son's deed And called out, come back to me ! The boy so inane, paid no heed And he went flaring high in the sky The sun too hot and the boy too close The wax melted and dripped down his cloak Fearful he became when his wings fell apart And the boy was sure he'd fall Down he went from the height he soared And he saw the ocean beckonin...

I don't think I own my heart anymore. It's been slowly slipping away from me with each text. I'll write about you in my diary. As the first ever, who stole my heart. You really did and I don't want it to be with me anymore. If I really want something right now, it is to remain as your stupid little girl forever. To love  you like this. This is so beautiful.

                     My friend feeds on anything thrown To her by me, on my own Be it my feelings or my mind She consumes it all as her own She waits for me in her dark room Away from all, away from sun She creeps out, in pitch black nights And stays up till, the dawn breaks east She sees me all day, all night Nothing speaks than her silent stare She watches over all with her Vicious eyes Hungry and sharp, that's how she is. He shook his head When I told this tale It's made up, it's in your head It can't be real, he said it all I'm not insane, I said again Prove it to me, he sneered at me Of course I took him to her dark room And threw him in to meet my friend. Here I am, pouring some wine For my dinner alone tonight Too glad I could be on my own As for him, I told you before: My friend feeds on anything thrown To her by me, on my own Be it my feelings or even f...

I have loved you I heard him say, light as a whisper On that one day, when it rained When the sky wept in our name He,a lone wolf, fallen and lost Before me now, in a silent sleep I stood there watching, Those Thousand pieces of a broken heart Blood stained, little fragments of love lay on the floor, crumbled and crushed Beneath his cold and pale form A sweet face once, now dull and down My one last kiss before he goes, Farewell to you, an unusual soul We may see again, far someday.

Look out through the Window of your mind At the souls that claim To be perfect, normal and classy Not like you,the weirder kind Look at them again and again Find where their perfection is Where their normalcy lies Is it in their ears? That turn deaf to cries? Is it in their eyes? That turn blind to grief? Is it in their throat? That doesn't have a voice? They teach you that's how People are And that's how you should be If you open your eyes to see If you listen with your ears If you raise your voice They'll tell you you're weird A crazy one, A lunatic A rebel,A disgrace They'll say it all And tell you to run away and hide To fear and never to dare To live in caves of night.... But choose to stay in the light With what you believe And with your life And look right into the eyes Of whatever that may come your way Because when others run for cover The eagle soars above the rainclouds. © Radhika Rani I personally like this one,it ...

She followed the sun But they never saw, She had stories to tell, But never did they hear She seeked the wild, That grew within her She breathed fire, When her way went dark A lone girl,all alone On her own path She hid her smile, In her footprints Left for those With a gypsy soul. She fell In love with the Words she read, The little Queen With a broken heart The woman who danced To her own song. Copyright Radhika Rani