Thoughts are endless

I don't think I own my heart anymore. It's been slowly slipping away from me with each text. I'll write about you in my diary. As the first ever, who stole my heart. You really did and I don't want it to be with me anymore. If I really want something right now, it is to remain as your stupid little girl forever. To love  you like this. This is so beautiful.

                     My friend feeds on anything thrown To her by me, on my own Be it my feelings or my mind She consumes it all as her own She waits for me in her dark room Away from all, away from sun She creeps out, in pitch black nights And stays up till, the dawn breaks east She sees me all day, all night Nothing speaks than her silent stare She watches over all with her Vicious eyes Hungry and sharp, that's how she is. He shook his head When I told this tale It's made up, it's in your head It can't be real, he said it all I'm not insane, I said again Prove it to me, he sneered at me Of course I took him to her dark room And threw him in to meet my friend. Here I am, pouring some wine For my dinner alone tonight Too glad I could be on my own As for him, I told you before: My friend feeds on anything thrown To her by me, on my own Be it my feelings or even f...

I have loved you I heard him say, light as a whisper On that one day, when it rained When the sky wept in our name He,a lone wolf, fallen and lost Before me now, in a silent sleep I stood there watching, Those Thousand pieces of a broken heart Blood stained, little fragments of love lay on the floor, crumbled and crushed Beneath his cold and pale form A sweet face once, now dull and down My one last kiss before he goes, Farewell to you, an unusual soul We may see again, far someday.